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Speaking of roads, my travels south
were slow and down many back roads and less traveled paths. My carts were
comfortable enough. J.D. had hired two men to handle horses and carts. There
men under J.D.’s command were also
capable in the use of arms to defend us.
Rather than stay at a town or an inn,
we brought along tents. When ever my bones would not want to travel, we would
stay for a day or two off the road. J.D. might go into a nearby town with one
of the men to buy food.
Wandering shepherds and goatherds
would pass by with their flocks. Fresh meat and milk was readily available.
We were traveling through a part of
the land known as Samaria .
Apparently, all Jews in other parts of the country stick their noses up at the
natives here. Depending on who is telling the story, these people had mixed
with the non-Jewish natives and had lost the purity of the race.
The story I heard from talking to
some here abouts was that Samaria was the pure Israel .
That there were no ten lost tribes of Israel . There was only the elite of
two tribes who were captured and taken off to Babylon for sixty years. That these captives
came back with bad attitudes and mixed blood and from day one of the return,
they thought that they were once again the elite of the land. This new elite
came at the head of a group escorted by part of the Persian army. This new
elite had set itself up in holier than thou importance over the ones who stayed
and worked the lands and kept the old time religion.
He said. She said. On top of that you
have the Greeks under Alexander the Great and the Romans under Pompey coming
and conquering the major cities and settlements at two hundred year intervals.
I am not surprised that many of the
Jews of the world outside Palestine
had lost the Hebrew language and the old Hebrew traditions.
Out first official stop on the road
to Jerusalem
was at the home of Julius and Livia. Julius was a retired high ranking Roman
soldier. His wife was young, beautiful and native. Evidence of the fruitfulness
of this union came in the presence of many young children about the large but
not too adorned villa.
The villa had one traditional atrium
that preceded another large inner room where most gatherings and dining took
place. Beyond the big room was another atrium, smaller, that opened onto the
outside through a decorated metal pole fence and gate.
My hosts had been visiting friends in
the north and were brought along to one or more of my Sabbath feasts. They
seemed intelligent. Though not formally educated, both, and especially the
husband were well read and had borrowed some of my scrolls.
People like these stood out in
contrast to the drab culture of the north. Julius wanted all his children, male
and female, to read and write and to marry into better circumstances than to
that which they were born into.
Julius and Livia were not boring
social climbers. Dinner conversations were lively, full of gossip and politics
were mixed, with both men and women taking pleasure in the atmosphere and
entertainment.
A group of local musicians were
playing sweet songs. Julius had invited some local friends on the night he put
together to honor his new house guest, Miriam of Magdala, a Persian widow.
My title was quite secular. I doubt
if anybody could locate Magdala on any map, and well, Persia had an exotic sound to it.
Their villa, when I arrived, seemed
to be overflowing with house guests. Relatives, traveling friends, old army
cronies, poets, writers, and politicians were here in one compound. I had
reached an intellectual oasis. I felt at home as soon as I came through the
front door.
With so many guests already in the
house I was embarrassed at the rooms given me for myself and my maid and goods.
I offered to pitch my tent out back. The tent had been my idea. Back in Persia ,
it was best when traveling to a friend’s house to expect crowded conditions.
Rather than sleep two or three in a bed with strangers, I preferred the privacy
that a tent could afford in such circumstances.
My tent would fit quite nicely out
back of the house near their small atrium. It was then that I realized the
purposes of fences and a gate about this small atrium. Beyond the gate was a
great cooking pit. In my honor several goats and a pig were to be roasted. They
had asked ahead of time if the pig would offend me. I do no know if they asked
because of my Jewish roots or they did not know of any Persian dietary
restrictions.
So it was true. The place a person
can get or eat pork was in the home of a well to do Roman. My first taste of
pork in Palestine
was quite good. I had eaten pork elsewhere in other parts of the world in a
lifetime of travel. It was an exotic thing in Persia , something old royalty would
have had everyday. But everyday practical marginal poverty had goat or lamb
served at my table over the years.
Here in Judea ,
it had been months of travel and no offer of pig. It’s juicy crackling skin was
a welcome taste.
Pig is a luxury food and here on
Julius’s estate of fig trees and olive trees mostly, there was excess garbage
from the main house and the servant quarters to maintain and feed a luxury
animal for personal consumption and profitable sale.
No doubt a Roman army from Italy
longs for those foods that reminds them of home comfort. Pig was undoubtedly
one of those foods.
The pleasantness of my stay with
Julius and Livia was short lived. After a few days the house was turned from a
bright note to a sour one.
In the middle of the night, I was
awoken by the sound of horses and the shouts of men. When I tried to leave my
room, Livia told me to stay inside my room. She said that she would explain
later. I was a bit curious and a bit frightened as well being here in a strange
house.
After an hour or so, Livia came back
to my room.
“You will have to double up in one
room dear Miriam. We have a military emergency.”
“Military emergency?” I asked.
“One of our patrols has been
ambushed. The wounded are being place in the back of the house. Under no
circumstances go beyond the big room. In fact, stay in you room. We will bring
your meals here.
“We are under martial law. Julius has
ridden out to the other farms to gather reservists and veterans to help the
army.”
“I have some training in the healing
of wounds. I have learned it over the years. More than one bandit or two has
done harm to mine on the caravans I have traveled with.” I volunteered in the
way of information.
“I will ask if they need any
assistance.” Then she left.
The dark hours of night went by
slowly. Shouts of pains could be heard in the distance. Finally about dawn,
Livia called me out of the room.
She took me to the back atrium where
several soldiers lie on stone benches about the area. The metal fence and gate
had been removed. Beyond the atrium were a few soldiers stationed near the
cooking pit. Soldiers were coming and going during time. The design of the back
of Julius’s house became clear to me. Beyond the inner sanctum and
psychological safety of a traditional Roman home was a temporary military
headquarters starting in and away from the house.
The larger bedrooms were placed
around the first enclosed atrium. Standing here in the back of the house, I
noticed that a series of small bedrooms lined the walls and clustered around
the rear atrium.
In a brief glance I saw two Roman
soldiers on the ground, dead, their faces covered out of respect.
There had not been a surgeon on duty
with the patrol that had been attacked. An ample number of medical instruments
were available. One of Julius’s staff, an older man, was using metal staples
make of silver to close wounds as opposed to a more traditional method of
sewing stitches.
I did not know what use I could be.
Those who were not dead were patched up. The older man spoke to me.
“Mistress Livia says you have some
experience with wounds.”
“You have done most of the hard and
preliminary work. I do have some healing herbs and medicines in my trunks.”
“Then bring them.” He said with some
irritation.
I was going quickly through my things
and came back with my medicine chest. I also had recruited Rebecca to help me.
Livia was putting cold wet rags on
the foreheads of some of the wounded.
The older man looked through my
medicine chest, looked at labels, sniffed opened bottles.
“We have no pain killers with us.
What can you give me to help kill pain or help some of these poor buggers to
get some rest or sleep. It will be some time before medical wagons from
headquarters can come and pick them up and take them to the infirmary.
I nodded. Pulled out a set of scales
and started measuring and mixing some powders and putting them within small
wrapped pieces of parchment. Each folded piece was a single dose.
“I leave it to your discretion.” I
began to say to the older man. “An individual dose is probably good to ease any
pain for a few hours. Two doses will probably cause sleep. I do not recommend
sleep for someone who is heavily wounded or bleeding. They should be watched
closely and attended to.
“And the liquid base to serve your
herbs?” he asked.
“Water or wine will do. No doubt wine
will do no great harm at this stage.” I said looking about the room.
He nodded and took the dosage packs
from me along with a young military soldier who was out of his heavy combat
gear.
I stood by and was not certain what
to do next. Each soldier was attended to. Those who were conscience drank
medicine. The deeply unconscious soldiers had lost a lot of blood and many were
still bleeding.
I opened my medicine chest and
withdrew some dry herbs. I spoke when the older man was not focused on his
charges.
“These herbs mixed with water can
help stop some bleeding when soaked with clean strips of cloth.”
He gestured for me to join in and do
my thing. Livia supplied me with cloth. Rebecca began cutting small strips. I
mixed the medicine into several bowls of water so that several of us could
further dress wounds.
I gave instructions to Livia and
Rebecca not to dip used bandages into the bowls of medicine. To keep applying
fresh bandages and medicine when needed.
Time passed and like a well oiled
machine medical wagons arrived from headquarters to move the wounded and the
dead.
I was exhausted. A setting sun
indicated that a whole measure of daylight had passed without my even thinking
of eating or focusing on personal needs.
When the last of the wounded were
removed I realized that some of the small side rooms of the back atrium were
occupied by Roman officers. Tables and maps were in use in these rooms instead
of beds.
That while I was busy with tending
the wounded, a small military operation had been coordinated within feet of the
dead, wounded and dying.
Livia motioned us back towards the
private part of the house. Livia, if she knew the answers to any of my
questions, did not respond.
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I went to sleep without eating food
that had been served to us in our room.
I dreamt.
I stood on a platform of a high
temple in Persia .
I stood next to my dead husband. My dead father appeared out of mist and spoke
to me.
“The prodigy that I did not find. You
must find him. The stars predicted a new temple built in his name.”
The old man’s eyes were black and
filled with an image of stars.
He and the dream faded from view.
I awoke.
I had a headache. I had not labored
so hard in years.
The house had returned to some
normalcy. I ate my morning meal in my room and lounged about. I was looking for
something. My father’s vision had sparked a line of thought. I could not access
his papers. Those papers were all back in Persia and scattered among children
and to religious elders.
I did remember something about my
father’s last journey to Alexandria .
Father had followed the other Magi and was a month behind them. The old man
went all the way to Alexandria
to find yet another prodigy.
The stars are what you make of them.
Insight and intuition can be embellished to thrill a paying subject.
Oh yes. I remember I was with child,
I could not travel with my father. I had a husband and family to take care of.
The dates. I started writing down dates. Birth of a daughter. Return of my
father. He set out on his journey two days after a sacred feast.
Some calculating was needed. Along
with some guessing and some improvising with his old style of star
interpretation was needed as well. There it is. A special sign in the
constellation of the Hebrew.
My father many years later told me
some bizarre things. He told me that the Magi had seen a child that fit the
star charts. The Magi were returning to Persia . They told my father that
the young prodigy was being taken to Alexandria ,
to the great Jewish community there, to be taught in Jewish folklore and law.
Asar the elder sought this child
desperately. Something in Asar’s insight and intuition in the preparation of
the star charts told me that this child was something special. The child was a
prodigy much different than the rest of a whole generation of prodigies sought
and found over the decades.
I know that my father was seeking the
return of the great master to earth.
“A new temple built in his name.”
That was a phrase that haunted me for some days to come. I drifted back in
memory and time to being a little girl. We, my father and I, were in a great
temple built by the Egyptian pharaoh Seti. I do not remember to whom that
temple was dedicated. There were many small rooms on the side of the main
temple area. Minor gods and statues, lamp light and shadows at night in these small
rooms made me scared.
My father seeing my fright said not
to be afraid.
“There is but one creator, the father
of us all.”
With the eyes of a greatly educated
man and a man with great soul, my father swept his hands around gesturing to
the main spaces of the inner temple.
“In our father’s house, there are
many chapels.”
From that day forward I never again
feared religions or temples cluttered with statues of gods. In the end, many
people believe many things. That Egyptian temple was in near ruins and the
priests tending to that temple were seeking handouts from tourists and pilgrims
to survive. Great and mighty religions and beliefs come and go through time but
the basics remain the same.
The creator made the universe and we
live in the universe. What we return to when we die is up to the creator. One
must live in conformity to the precepts of the great master and live one’s life
day by day.
“A new temple. Constellation of the
Hebrews. An Enigma.” I muttered to myself as I reviewed my charts.
Only a great earthquake could destroy
Herod’s mighty renovated temple. I have yet to gaze upon that modern marvel.
The villa had returned to normal. I
did not want to stay any longer but was forced to for lack of horse flesh.
The Romans had requisitioned all the
horses Julius had in his stables including my own.
Julius reassured me that some Arab
horse traders made the rounds of these farms every couple of weeks. That script
paid to him by the Romans was as good as cash. Other horses would replace my
horses placed in the services of Rome .
I would just have to sit tight for a
few more weeks.
In a way it was a good thing. Julius
would not say so directly but I began to conjecture that there were many
military operations going on at the present time. The operations were to root
our local rebels causing trouble in the area.
With the return of normalcy in the
house, the usual hangers on began to reappear in what I thought was something
of a daily feast.
Everyday goat or lamb was being
cooked outdoors.
I kept my distance from the back
atrium area. Retired and active military seemed to be constantly coming and
going in this villa. Plenty of wine and vulgar language was common in what I
started to think of as the male part of the house.
My part of the house, the refined
part of the house, dealt with women, children, poets, tutors, and tradesmen
stopping by to sell cloth and other goods. Dangerous highways or not, tradesmen
had to make a living.
It was during the daily feasting,
when wine was flowing, that I got a few answers from Livia. I do not think that
she liked the military stuff so close to her private world. She knew that it
was necessary for the long term safety and happiness of her family. I think
that she loved her husband but in her heart of hearts she was a native. Her
official sympathies lay with her husband and Rome .
I sensed that her unofficial
sympathies were not with any local rebels so much as she wished all the
conflicts to go away. She, like any woman, wanted domestic bliss to reign over
her home.
With one of the tradesmen, I made a
deal. I traded my tent and one of my carts for a bag of coins and an old donkey.
There was one more title to add to
truth and the rumors of others: widow, “whore” and now pilgrim.
For the remainder of my time in this
land I would observe the old religious laws of this land, of my true roots, as
best as I could. I was on the way to Jerusalem
with one maid servant, one eunuch driver, one cart and one trunk of clothes and
goods. The extra things Livia said could be put in storage on the estate and
sent for when I arrived at suitable quarters.
Julius protested my leaving. He told
me that the horse traders would be arriving any day soon.
I suspected that all this reservist
and local militia activity and entertaining must have depleted the resources of
his humble estate. I told him to hold onto any horse flesh he might acquire in
my name. I would return this way on my trip back to Persia .
The man was gracious. He cautioned on
what roads and areas were still beset with rebels. He gave me a letter of
introduction written in official Latin.
“A letter from a veteran is good in
many quarters as a means of safe passage. Except for the hard nuts and the
rebels, your passage should be a safe one.”
The “hard nuts” he referred to were
the Romans who hated duty in this land and hated all the people of the land.
We said our goodbyes. The original
three of us began walking south next to the cart and donkey. We were pilgrims
on route to a holy city.
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We were still in Samaria . This land was part of the greater Judea and close to the coast in a hodge podge of various
religions. People in some villages still had small idols or fertility gods
about.
I know that women are partial to
fertility goddesses. Women need their charms. The man of the house may have to
lead the way outside the house. Women are burdened by everything from
childbirth, child care, managing household food supplies, cooking, cleaning,
presenting a face of comfort to visitors and placating the male ego and the
male libido and so on and on and on.
Women are a multitasked creature.
Along the way, we meet women near wells and coming and going to a stream where
they collect water in jars. Or they had been washing clothes or cloth in the
nearby stream.
Walking along side the cart in a slow
place, we maintain contact and talk with local women. We get to hear news and
gossip of the local area. Your handle as a pilgrim on the way to Jerusalem was a great
opener to start conversations.
Women who shunned strangers were
women from a village not worth visiting. The possibility of villages partial to
rebel activity were as a general rule villages very hostile to strangers.
Asking about market days made it
easier to enter a town or village on market day where one hears all sorts of
news. The land is filled with many cults. The only pure Judaism like I read
about in my scrolls is practiced at the great temple complex in Jerusalem .
Would be leaders are often spouting
their anger in town squares on market days. So too, self taught and itinerant
preachers catch the ear of some. These small town preachers are usually talking
about the end of the world which I think is code talk for the destruction or
expulsion of the Roman army. The preachers all seemed fixed on an idea of a
deliverer who would make the average Joe have the courage to join in the fight
and help end the present political chaos in the region. Again a deliverer or
messiah sounds like code talk for a military leader, one to unite the people
and lead the revolt against Herod and Rome .
Julius and even Hiram warned me that
the closer I came to the religious heart of the land in Jerusalem , the more dense would be the anger
and the underlying wish for a united pure, free from foreigners, Jewish
homeland. They had been right in that evaluation of the situation.
One benefit of taking a pilgrim’s
trail south is that we keep bumping into other pilgrims on their way south or
returning north. Many pilgrims are barefoot and without provisions. They are
walking south to atone for sins and to come at journey’s end outside the house
of their god.
Talking to these pilgrims or sharing
water or a meal with them, you get the essential religious flavor of the land.
Apparently I had just missed a great messiah. His title was the “Baptist” and he
preached the end of the world, a popular theme, and he offered cleaning of
one’s body and spirit in a nearby river.
This holy man had offended the local
King. He managed to get arrested and word was that they had executed him. No
body came out of the palace dungeon for burial. Rumor of his death was taken as
fact.
Many other pilgrims were still hoping
that rumors of the “Baptist” were not true. These faithful still hoped that
they might get to see this once in a generation candidate for messiah.
Approaching one nearby town, there
had been a commotion of sorts. A woman in the middle of the road had been
shouting in hysteria. A few people were gathered about her. Myself and Rebecca
came near.
The woman was shouting that she had
seen the messiah of the Jews. Some travelers passed by. They had all the signs
of practicing Jews. They passed by and shouted. They shouted things like
“unclean” and “Samaritan” as if such were curse words.
Still other people had continued to
gather and were probably from the nearby town. The woman who shouted was now
talking loudly to her neighbors.
“I have met a prophet. There by the
well of Jacob. He told me of my life sins. He, a stranger, a pure Jew, knew of
my five marriages and my present life of sin with a man I am not married to.
“Oh God! Oh God! You have blessed
this unworthy nobody. God be blessed! God be praised!”
Words moved back and forth amidst
those gathered around. Such a gathering is not a good thing. A Roman army
patrol would charge first and ask questions later. People gathered in public in
such an excited state looked very much to me as a civil disturbance and one
step away to becoming a mob and then a riot.
Some women took this woman and made
her sit on a nearby rock. Somebody brought water for her to drink. Indeed the
men were looking up and down the road no doubt afraid of the a Roman patrol on
horseback that might happen by.
The woman was now calm. Some helped
her stand and helped her walk toward the nearby settlement. Tears were
streaming down her face as she made pronouncements to those escorting her.
“I am saved! I have seen the messiah!
He is come! Blessed is he who comes in the name of the lord.”
We followed at some distance and
although strangers we were able to get a woman or two tell us what had happened.
“That woman has had a very sad, sad
life. Five husbands have divorced her. Her sixth man does not want to marry
her. She is cursed six times, no seven, six men and a sad life.”
“She says that a learned man, a rabbi
she thinks, came and asked for water from the well. She did not understand why
so proper a Jew would talk to her. Then he told her that his words were the
water of life, eternal life. That anybody who drinks of the waters of God will
be saved.”
“Do you think the Baptist has
returned from the dead?”
I gave no reply. I could not get an
answer as to what this man, this prophet looked like.
Some said he had companions with him.
This was all so strange to me. I saw this terrible need for a people who wanted
to regain a free identity and to rule themselves without the burden of foreign
oppressors.
So much of the Jewish saga matches
the Persian saga. Maybe Persia
does need someone strong, first to use the Romans to reestablish a nation and
then to throw them out when the nation is strong again.
I was saddened. So much of my beliefs
and culture lay with Persia .
I was beginning to have a split personality in regards to my personal beliefs.
I actually felt the energy of that
woman picked up from despair by the words of a rabbi or holy man. Persia
has not seen such energy for centuries.
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